Nothing but ME!

12th December 2011

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Loosing our Chances, but…

We did our plan but not enough to execute everything we had in mind. Yesterday was a tiring day. We experienced unexpected scenarios and we have to adjust as fast as we could. We were not prepared to handle such circumstances. But no one is deserving to be blamed. Maybe our efforts were not enough to fit the situation. 

Our schedules are killing me. The setting of our shoot should be night scene. However, most of our class end up late. When we are free, they are not and vice versa. This is really frustrating. As much as possible, we didn’t want to compromise their safety and sacrifice some of our subjects. I wanted to be fair w/ my professors. 

So our group felt like we have no choice but to shoot it during morning. I don’t know but we’re kind of desperate already. 

Because of that decision, we lose our chance to prove ourselves to our professor. Our block has always been in this kind situation every week. It is very saddening and frustrating. I saw how my classmates did everything to squeeze out our creative juices but before we show him our output, our chance just slept away like a blink of an eye. Our fear was so overflowing that we couldn’t even dare to have a deal with him, as if we will never  have the chance to win. We are confident of our films last week but it wasn’t enough to conquer our anxiousness. 

I know everything happens for a reason. Our efforts maybe lacking but I believe there are so much more we can give. God provides. He is just. All we need to do is trust Him and work-hard to uncover the talents He gave us.

Our failures are avenues for improvement. In this way we can learn and grow. 

I believe God is putting us in this situation because He knew that we can still give more. And He is using our professor to help us improve what we have. And I am thankful for that reason. In His perfect time, He’ll bless our efforts. 

What happened was a humbling experience. :)